Remain Fixed and Stable

Many times we get caught up in the doing in our lives, when instead, God desires our being, in Christ Jesus.

One will, the Lord’s will be done in our lives, (not our will) is the secret of deliverance and rest for the heart.

II Chronicles 22:9 –

Jehoshaphat sought the Lord with all his heart.” And, the Lord was with him.

He is our refuge and shield.

He is your refuge and shield.

Set your heart and love upon the Lord. In doing so, you shall remain fixed and stable.

He is your refuge and strength for he delivers you from the fowler. He covers you under his wings to trust, find refuge and rest.  His truth and faithfulness are a shield. You shall not be afraid of evil plots and pestilence as they stalk in the darkness, in destruction and death. They will not come near you, as you remain hidden in the secret place the dwelling place of the Most High for he gives angels special charge over you to defend and preserve you in obedience and service. They shall bear you up against stumbling and danger.

Set your love upon the Most High and he will deliver you and set you on high,
because you know and understand his name.
You have a personal knowledge of his mercy, love and kindness.
You trust and rely on him, knowing he will never, no never, forsake you.

Call upon him and he will answer in time of trouble. He will deliver you, satisfy you, and honor you with long, everlasting life and salvation.

Remember, these rich promises are dependent upon meeting the exact conditions –
Dwelling, staying fixed and remaining stable in him, as your refuge and fortress.
Leaning and relying on him, alone.  Nothing between yourself and God!

Don Francisco, musician and song writer, puts it so well in his song.

Great Jumpin’ Jehoshaphat!

His heart was fixed and stable!

“Praise, ye the Lord, his mercy endures forever and ever.  Praise ye, the Lord his mercy endures forever and ever.  Praise, ye the Lord his mercy endures forever and ever.
His mercy, will never end!”

Thank you, Lord Jesus!

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A Few of My Favorite Things

Do you remember the song “These are a Few of My Favorite Things” from the movie Sound of Music?

First and foremost favorite!  Wise men still seek him.  Prince of peace, True and Faithful, Re-builder of lives, Glorious Treasure

First and foremost favorite!
Wise men still seek him.
Prince of peace, True and Faithful, Re-builder of lives, Glorious Treasure.

When the circumstances around us seem to be biting at our heels. When the stings of life pierce our hearts and we are deepened with sadness. May we remember the blessings, a few of our favorite things, from our Father’s hand and then know with assurance his peace is with us.

Sweet grandson!

Sweet grandson!

Yes, we can take a little time to withdrawal from the unpleasant things that come along during our day (mounting bills, screaming children, pressures at work and home, sense of failure, doubt, fear and uncertainty, etc…) and meditate on a few of our favorite things.

Delightful, but messy!

Delightful, but messy!

They lighten the load and they open the eyes of our hearts to allow us to see with more clarity.  They give us a moment to breathe and inhale the blessings we may be missing around us and unfortunately, sometimes miss.

What are a few of your favorite things?  These are some of mine.

Great place, great friend!

Great place, great friend!

Philippians 4:6-9 –

“Entertain no worry, but under all circumstances let your petitions be made known before God by prayer and pleading along with thanksgiving.  And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding shall keep guard over your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.  Finally brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is kindly spoken, whatever is lofty and whatever is praiseworthy – put your mind on these.  Those things which you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, that put into practice, and the God of peace will be with you.”

Great music!

Practice turned into great music!

On this day and every day, take a few minutes to breathe in the Lord’s blessings!

Newest grandbaby

Newest grand baby

Interesting, this week while I was writing this post, I acquired the 5-day flu bug, an overwhelming workload at my job and backed up plumbing in my house. Then, the plumbers had to cut the cable (bad to worse). Yes, circumstances biting at my heels.

For help, the Lord directed me to Psalm 139.
Read it, it will be a blessing to you! Better yet, listen to it.

Family

Family

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Yea, though I walk…

Sometimes, new beginnings don’t start with silver linings, but are forged through trials in our lives.

Psalms 23:4 –“Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.”

001In my heart, that cold January morning, the birds weren’t singing, the sun wasn’t shining. A heavy grey cloud was shadowing over us. The verse kept playing over and over in the fibers of my mind and heart.

Check-in time was just a few hours away. With great reluctance I helped my husband get ready. He was being more resistant than normal. When I asked him why, he said. “Why hurry, when I’m just going there to die.”

In my attempt to comfort him, it became harder to hold back the knot in my throat. My deepest desire was to spew my emotions in agony on the floor and allow the tears to flow. My whole body was crying, yet desired to feel only numbness for the journey, a journey we would soon be taking to hospice.

Our steps and hearts were weighted, knowing he would not be coming back home. No retrieving, only forward, a deeper journey into the valley. Placing our trust in the Lord entirely, knowing the outcome. He was allowing us to enter a sacred place of helplessness, into total humility and brokenness to experience his holy grace and mercy. Understandably, neither one of us spoke along the way. The walk we were taking through the valley that day held two different meanings for two different people.

My steps were slow and grieved, not wanting to check him in. With great reluctance, I released him in the care of the warm and compassionate caregivers. I knew I needed to trust they would make him comfortable and attend to his needs. My heart quivered with deep grief and sorrow. All I wanted to do was run into the arms of Jesus for my husband’s healing and comfort for my troubled heart.

As I walked out the doors that evening, I realized death came to many aspects of my life. I knew the walk through this valley, would eventually come to a close. Yet, would I continue to have the faith to fear no evil, for thou art also with me? Would I continue to seek the comfort of Christ’s rod and staff to protect and guide me and my family as a widow?

My husband endured two more months of failing health, pain and seizures. Many visitors came to offer prayers, smiles and fellowship. Christ’s rod and staff brought comfort to him until he entered into the presence of the Lord’s goodness, mercy and unfailing love.

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It seems God does his best work in the valley. He understands the cost for us to painstakingly walk into the shadows and darkness. So, when Jesus says, “Daily, take up your cross and follow me,” do we trust him enough? How eager we are to run to receive the blessings from our Father’s hand on the mountain top. But, after the darkest hour, His light shines anew in our lives when we trust Him enough, even in the valley.

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Long-Lost Friend

Scripture –

Proverbs 17:17 – A friend loves at all times, and is born, as is a brother, for adversity.  Proverbs 18:24 – …but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

Friendship – Steadfastly loyal, to whom one can depend at all times, intimate,
faithful to help in need, trustworthy, comforter…

Friendship

Friendship

Looking back in my childhood and teen years, I have often wondered what has happened to several people who came across my path as friends. I have several junior high and high school friends I hardly ever see, possibly because we are so busy with our families and our own lives. However, when we do get together we still have not lost our love and bond of friendship for each other.

One person I considered a friend, but lost contact with in my teen years by his choice.  I remembered his sense of humor when I needed to smile and laugh during some trying times growing up.  I also remembered at a young age he was diagnosed with diabetes.  Through the years I attempted to call him once, but was unable to connect. Several times I would check the phone book to see if his name was still posted with an address (just checking).  Several times, I often wondered why the Lord left that door open through all those years.  Yet, I knew it was for his purpose to reveal that to me in his timing.

A few years ago the Lord pressed it on my heart to write this person a letter.  After putting it on hold for several months, I was finally obedient to the Lord’s prompting and ever-increasing nudge. Not wanting to be intrusive, I wrote a friendly letter to see how he was, asking if he had a family and what was going on in his life.  To my surprise, my long-lost friend responded to my letter.

I realized the Lord left that door open for several reasons. Since we reconnected the Lord has allowed understanding, healing and closure to questions I had, which needed to be answered.  My dear friend can still make me smile and laugh with his sense of humor. But, much deeper than that, I was encouraged to find out he is a Christian, too.

As an amputee, he struggles and endures daily pain from the prosthesis that does not always fit due to muscle loss. He has to be concerned with infection to his other foot,  to be constantly watching since he cannot feel the pain. He struggles with blood sugar levels,  the highs and lows of depression from that, a kidney transplant and loneliness.  A restricted income only adds to the adverse situation.

So many times through the years, I have been humbled by his faith to persevere in adversity, opposition and discouragement.  His lifetime struggle with diabetes brought me to tearful shame in my heart and repentance before the Lord. I often ask the question why others suffer so much during their life-time.  Yet, still have such a strong faith in the Lord.  No, it is not a perfect faith, but a steady and assured faith. It is one that has allowed me to see one’s brokenness and despair when it seems all hope is lost, yet finding deep within himself the ability to continue to praise the Lord for who he is – not only for the blessings the Lord pours out into one’s life.

I’m not quite sure if it’s appropriate to say thank you to my dear friend for his example of faith when it has been built on so many struggles and trials.  It is a thank you that has brought me closer to the Lord in personal spiritual growth and a deeper desire to understand the new command given by Christ.

John 13:34 – A new command I give you:  Love one another.  As I have loved you, so you must love one another.  By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.

Blessed

Blessed

How many days go by without extending to friends how their lives or words of encouragement changed our lives, opened new doors to better understand ourselves or how their loving criticism added to our spiritual growth.

This is my personal thank you to my dear friends (and family) who have done just that for me!

You know who you are.  I have been richly blessed by the Lord allowing our steps to follow along the same path on our journey, which has been a wonderful adventure only he could orchestrate.

As the year 2012 closes, bless you and thank you!

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year!

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Peace and Joy

006A few days ago, I posted Peace in Pain and Sorrow , then later asked the Lord if I conveyed – true Peace and Joy comes from Jesus as he lives and dwells in our hearts.

I found the Lord is always faithful to answer our prayers in his time.

Saturday morning when I went to donate blood, He affirmed the question in my heart when I approached the tree displayed in the foyer.  The tree and the lights displaying those very words Peace and Joy.

Again, Christ Jesus; the Star of Bethlehem, the Babe in the Manger.  He pierced the darkness and shines his Peace and Joy in the hearts of men.005

May those of us who know and have experienced such Peace and Joy, pray this day and throughout the coming year to be faithful to continually carry His message of love and hope, the Gospel (the good news and glad tidings). May our lives and words be a blessing to those he brings along our paths.003

I’d like to close with a very special new Christmas song I heard, The Reason for the Manger, explaining the gift of all gifts.

May the New Year bring new beginnings to commit to carry and share the light in our hearts to a world desperately needing to hear the message.

Merry Christmas to all!

Thank you, Lord Jesus

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Peace in Pain and Sorrow

 

John 3:16 -"For God so loved the world be gave his Only Begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall have everlasting life."

John 3:16 –
“For God so loved the world be gave his Only Begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him shall have everlasting life.”

During this time and season many often turn to the One who calms and steadies our hearts.  The Babe in a Manger who helps us to refocus on what is of true value and worth as we ponder and say, “Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.”  The words many of us know so well – the Christmas story.

However, this year our hearts are heavy and laden with grief and sorrow for so many loved ones lost in an act of darkness, none can fathom.

Death, pain and sorrow, even though God’s hand does not always prevent them, he understands them.

He understands the great void, loss and separation.
He understands the dark shadow of being forsaken, broken and abandoned.
He understands darkness attacks the strongholds and fortresses for our loved ones who are precious in our hearts.
He understands suffering and great sorrow.
He not only understands, but partakes in our pain, sorrow and loss.

God understands because his One and Only Begotten Son endured pain, suffering and sorrow.
His Son, abandoned and broken – all the way to the Cross – unto death.
Christ’s death that says, I have overcome the darkness.”

Christ said, “…in Me you may have peace and confidence.  “In the world you will have tribulation, trials, distress and frustration; but be of good cheer! For I have overcome the world.” 

Even in the midst of our sorrow and grief, God’s (complete understanding) Spirit fills our hearts with his peace; peace the world does not understand.  We only need to believe, ask and trust him.

So, when the Good Shepherd makes us to lie down in green pastures, he leads us beside the still and restful waters.  He guides and shields us. He refreshes and restores our lives to himself.  We need not fear the shadow of death for he is with us as his rod and staff protect, guide and comfort us.  He prepares a banquet table before our enemies. He anoints our head with oil (the Holy Spirit) in heavenly fellowship with him.  There, only his goodness, mercy and unfailing love shall be our dwelling place.

This year, in time, our nation’s sorrow and grief will, eventually, return to peace and renewed joy to remember to celebrate the birth of our Saviour.

Christ Jesus, the Star of Bethlehem.  He pierced the darkness and shines his peace and joy in the hearts of men.

“Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.”

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No Seat on the Bus

I Samuel 16:7

But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him.  The Lord does not look at the things men look at.  Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

No seat on the busThat’s what, Emily, the new girl riding our school bus encountered everyday that school year, until things changed.

Kids in junior high, at times, can be so harsh and cruel.  Emily, didn’t look like the rest of the kids.  They would deliberately shun her, criticize her and not let her sit with them.  She was labeled an Albino – white hair, white skin and pink eyes. However, I was glad to let her sit next to me.  Through the year we became friends.  While others would not take the time to get to know her she became a special friend to me.

Near the end of the school year she mentioned she was going to participate in the school talent show.  She would be playing the guitar and singing.  In my heart I admired her, yet nervously hoped she would do well.

When the day finally arrived, the other kids performed and did well.  Emily was the last performer.  I waited with anticipation at the edge of my seat.  I, along with the rest of the audience was taken back and humbled with the sound of the guitar and the beautiful voice and song that came from her heart.  It was no surprise she won 1st place!

It was a good lesson, at an early age, how man sees the outward appearance, but God sees the heart and blesses.

Lord, if we have been transformed and know you intimately, help us to be obedient to your word.  Open the eyes of our hearts to see and look beyond the outward appearance and beyond our differences to see a heart that may be hurting and in need of your love.

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Hello world!

Hello,

As you can see, I am just getting started here, with humble beginnings.

I am a widow/single mom excited about finding new adventure, even if it stretches my abilities.  Daily, I am challenged by the wisdom of the Bible, Oswald Chambers’ devotionals and the “still small voice” of the Lord as He meets with me every morning.

I am discovering how much I love words, the Lord’s words.  Also, enjoy outdoor activities, cycling and just recently, standup paddle boarding (it doesn’t hurt when you fall).

On a daily basis, one can get quite discouraged with challenges.  That’s when free-falling backwards into His mercy, grace and love is soothing to the heart.  In doing so, one does not see where they are going, only trusting to where the outcome leads… safely
into the arms of Jesus.  The place where one is assured he is with me, I am not alone.

As soon as I figure out the bells and whistles here, I will get more posted.  In the meantime, I will be praying I have something to offer to others.

Bless you.

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